Mr cucumber

hey there... 

do you ever have a thought before you come out with your decision?

have you thought about me?

about how am I gonna break into tiny pieces?

I guess you don't.

hey you.

Although that I know that you won't make a move here

you won't take this and digest them

but I'm still typing them,

my hidden words.

that buried inside my soul.

hey you, 

was it easy for you?

was it easy to create excuses?

was it just my dream?

If so, I guess its a long dream

Long night with some nightmare ending.

hey you,

so how is that girl huh?

bet that she's much better than me

sorry that I can't always be great

I have my bad side.

you can't accept it.

can't deny the fact

I'm a normal human being

but to me,

you was superhuman

you was perfect

hey you, 

what are the plans you wanna create with her in future?

the same one we did?

or so much more powerful promises?

oh did I forgot to say that you are indebtedness

with whom?

its me..

your broken promises

never mind, I'll throw them anyway 

I'm strong enough to resist I guess

so, here it is.

happy ending for you

and so much more lovely starting for me

have a bless from God :)