Of many things happened in life, either in the past, present or future,. There are still so many things to be discovered and to be go through every details.
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And then I started to ponder that
not all people were born with silver spoon in their mouth, living a luxury life, eating all the full table food and stuff, having a full set wardrobes, expensive things wrapping their body. Travel around the world without even have to spend own penny. No, not everyone dear fella.
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So do I, I wasn’t born with easiness throughout my life but at least I know that all the people around me by that I mean my family , are trying to give their best to me, and The Only God, Allah who always have the best plans for my life, no matter how sometime I feel so low being surrounded by those lucky people. Allah and my family will always have their own way to make me feel I’m so lucky and blessed.
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By counting blessings and look behind those who have lots of hardship in life, I always feel blessed with my own life.
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But by being blessed it doesn’t have to mean that you just gotta be at that pace, for the rest of your life, courage yourself to improve, as for me, I do find another ways to make myself feel better and trying my best not to ask for extra penny even though I know I needed them the most. Since I didn’t get any sponsorship so I did apply for loan to support my study as for me I am the one who really want to pick this course, so why wouldn’t I pay for myself, at least I can ease a bit my parents , because they’re old and even they can pay me, I still won’t let them, after they serve me with all free education since day 1 .( shall I burden them ?) yet they still pay for my daily expenses,, how I really wish I can just stop this, but I can’t since my loan wasn’t a great amount.. so I did find another way by trying to involve myself into a business which I’m quite good at that😂 Alhamdulillah.
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I’m not mad or jealous to those who get PAMA or JPA . But it just like can’t you guys feel grateful enough? A bit a least because the point why I’m writing this is that I just wanna let those people who feel so frustrated for not having a good life, not gettingJPA sponsored.. to just feel grateful and say Alhamdulillah for what we have... at least your life is much better..than some misfortune people.
have you ever be in situation where you just have eggs to eat? Have unpaid bills for many months, have seeing your parents cried because they know that their bank is crying too? I’ve been there before.. but Alhamdulillah because Allah will never let your efforts burned out just like that.. He gives your what is enough for you . Each day life is gettin better
Stop babbling and telling the world 🌎 how bad your life is, because in the end, nobody ever care about it.. nobody man. It just you . So move your ass doo 😂😂 try to find money 💰 because even money aren’t everything but everything kinda need money 🤣🤣🤣
I’m BellaHR. I hope you love my sharing and thoughts.
P/s: I do feel frustrated regarding my appealing letter got rejected, but after all maybe they have done their best to pick, and I’m not yet in their list.
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