mak, nak nikah?!

okayyyy

Bismillah, Alhamdulillah.

hye gais

assalamualaikum....hmmm ala, at the age , newly adolescent ni memang gini la, well.. hormon baru nak acah acah stabil, ((belum stabil lagi)) umur ciksal , ehemm next year I'll be 20. seriously 20 kot. I can't believe this ! cepat nya membesar, like yesterday ciksal masak meggi tepi rumah bakar daun kering untuk buat unggun api and now mama selalu guna ayat ni "esok lusa nak bulih laki".. (ameennn) kata kata ibu itu doa . hehe

dalam umur yang tengah banyak sangat dreaming, fantasi semua ni... getting married is always on the top five list. hah ! tahu gatal. nak buat camna. ok la tu.. :P

if you're in my shoes, awak pun nak juga... ye lah.. dalam family... engkau je terkontang kanting (haha takdalaaaaaaa, ) i mean, yang dah kawin lah..obviously they're having beautiful babies.... nak juga ..uwarghhh

tapikan...

kawin tu,, honestly for me is like berjudi nasib...you'll never know how it will be... berlayar di lautan kan... berombak.. will you reach the destination *jannah* insyaaAllah or will it crashed *nau'zubillahiminzalik*

so, bila tengok movie, cerita sweettttt cangat... eh. rasa nak kawen... la la tu jugak.. ai gedik nau..tapi, bila tengok berita*truestory* takut pulak, kawin megah-megah pun cerai, muka segak segak pun cerai..apatah lagi makhluk yang biasa biasa ni. hmm sendu jap. jadi tertutup lah seketika niat nak nikoh awal. konon nak enjoy single life dulu.....tapi kejap je la... pastu meroyan balik... sigh...

so, do I deserve a MARRIAGE LIFE?

tepuk kepala takut masuk air.

mari sini

1. agama ada dalam hati? kalau solat pun malas, what do you expect to have a happy marriage?

2.dah jadi anak soleh? nak ke anak macam #fdhajsk?

3.dah boleh bertolak ansur? (barang kita pun kedekut piang nak share....)

4.boleh tinggal tidur yang lena?

hmmm.. malas nak list out soalan banyak banyak... balik balik aku je baca blog ni.. hahahah..

bukan apa laaaa.. im not having a husband yet.. tapi dah belajar jaga baby akak aku since he was so small...and red *awww i miss the moment...eventho bukan 24/7 pun... i feel the pain...beautiful pain..wahahah.. best ada anak..but its tiring somehow.. but to have a look at their first baby step..rasa bertuahh sangat awak. alhamdulillah

P/s :hye future, I'm hoping for you to come into my life at the righteous moment and I hope that I deserve to be your queen and princess at the same time. 

love,.cs