Tips to survive 2018 !

Bismillah Alhamdulillah hi guys ! It’s been a really long time that I’m not writing you an updated entry 😛. Bianne, ( oh I am influenced by the Korean series that I’m currently following up hahaha -lied to me )

Okey guys so before we actually moving on to the new year new journey new me hashtag 🤣 so let us just review back, what have happened all the way from the beginning to the end of 2017 ! I guess I’m wasting my 12 months easily, and I’m 22 next year 😭😭😭

Feeling old enough 😔


Refresh 2017 ~

Throughout all the good things and the bad things happened, I can’t really remember what are real things happened but perhaps I still able to remember few things that occurred for the past few months 😅

Alhamdulillah, for all the good, happy things like passing professional exam, meet some lunatics people haha ( no I mean that they scared me by liking me ) and I am being lunatic myself haha on some people HAHA 😂.  I also went to so many events and activities which improved my life a lot, I enjoyed my 21 years old’s life, keep being single, have a good friendship, have a good family, my brother got married and my involvement with new business. I love them all .

And of course I can’t list everything since I’m not a computer who can record every single things hahaha and I can’t write everything, even if I can, it must be a hell boring entry for you guys 😂

And of course my life is not about the ups only, I also have couple of things that dragged me down, broken and sad 😢 ( ugh I’m being pathetic )

Alhamdulillah also for all the sad things that already gave me plenty of lessons and hikmah, and Alhamdulillah I survived!

Being Rejected by JPA while I need it the most was one of the peak moments of my life haha sedih gilerrrr like why you rejected me man hahaha I need you cause I wasn’t born with silver spoon in my mouth and some bloody rich people get it 😂😂 but it’s okay after few verses from Quran actually did slapped me with some beauty of Rizq from Him , and not to forget that I was losing some lives who are close to me( my step mom, my neighbors, friends...) , I also left  behind some people who I can’t face them anymore ; I just don’t want to bring them along for my new journey of life ...and many more ..😬✌🏼

the most recent event of the year. Barakallah abang and kak yan 

But it’s okay, I actually almost survived the year, few hours to go before we step into 2018 . Wohoooooo( who knows am I going to live kan ?) 

I called mom this morning and she reminded me to recite new year doa despite of its just masihi year 🤗. Just read the doa and ask for His blessing and mercy

Okay I hope we can practice this. Aha the moment I realized that I should be writing this over-long post was because of I am eagerly to share my tips on how to survive the new year which will be my 22nd chapter of my life, as I have made some reflection upon 2017’s .

So let’s get started with my common tips 🤣



Tips how to survive 2018

1. Mind our own business, haha since that we are too stressing about other people’s life, so we are actually lacking of focus on what’s good things to do in ours. Sadly, people actually don’t care about how life is doing so if you keep on focusing their life, who is going to look at yours right? By doing this, you will actually have impeded tons of stress factor 😂

so what are my business rather than food and study ... *.*

2. Be a better version of yourself inside out ! Okay it’s the time for new hobby, new habit but make sure it is alllllll good one, try to keep up yourself with good vibe, try to start it with yourself okey. And please don’t ignore your appearance as well. As I’m turning 22 I guess I must improve my physical appearance 😂😂 to appear more matured, more classic instead of being cranky and so childish. Ugh I hate growing up but you gotta keep the classic games on. Who’s going to date a lazy, selebet girl kan? I always have a thought of getting married right after I graduated😂 I can’t be an ajumma 😂 and susah lah nak jaga anak anak kecik when you’re 40 😂😂😂. But don’t stressed out yourself to find your soulmate , it just be a better you, and good things will come after that ✌🏼

get yourself some good food and friends , best friends.

memang clear intention to tell you guys i'm trying to lose some belly and legs :P

3. Financial management and also life planning is a must , get yourself some planner, so that you will have helicopter view on how you wish your 2018 will turn into. If you fail to plan, you’re planning to fail. As simple as that, I have get my own planner, it’s so beautiful hahaha

not much but InsyaaAllah I can survive alhamdulillah

the planner caught my attention...

4. Tell yourself , it’s already 2018 !    My friend is annoyed with this sentence of mine haha I said it many time every time when I felt offended and wanna do silly things in returned as revenge haha 😂. By doing this I actually reminded myself to just let go of those stupid things that disturb my journey, surprisingly it work for the time being😂 I learn this technique from a movie , 3 idiots - all is well phrase ermmm I lovin it

5. Be bold , it’s time to steal the spotlight! Let them focus on your abilities instead of you make your bad sides shine better 😂as someone who love to post things on social media, I admit that I sometime over post things that I should have keep them to myself 😂, well since I’m not into human based conversation because I found that people can lie, they said no worry mate, I’ll keep your secrets. Yeah, they’ll actually tell somebody about that, everyone have urge to do that . Admit it guys. So I pick socmed, hmm which is not a good idea since I’m exposing to much information on things that can break me, like hey guys, read this manual to hurt me😂. Keep to yourself okay haha or maybe you still can do it but make sure to conceal things that must be conceal 😂

6. Spread love not hatred, I got less comment on this, it’s common that we should live and love not hating each other, hurting people hahaa don’t lower your standard just because they treat you badly ! Arasso ?

7. Love yourself , so that people can love you , stop being jealous with other’s life, everyone have their own story lines, each was beautifully wrote by God. Don’t stress yourself up with unnecessary things, focus on what you have, give more, love more , be good to yourself. You worth it

Haha I guess there are many tips but till then guys, how come I’m going to write all of my tips HAHAHA just survive and live well buddy 😗. May good things happened in 2018 😘


Welcome 2018, am I ready ?

Yes pls , 2017 sucks sometimes 🤣
Mind to share yours as well in the comment box ! Or you can leave a link of your blog with some entry like this hahaha #its2018guys
#itsgettingshortandsharpending
#imlazytotypealready

Sungai lembing

Bismillah Alhamdulillah, hye peeps. Recently, I went for a community service organized under my leadership class in collaboration of K.O. Medicine and K.O. Dentistry.

basically, all of us are waiting for the lorry

Okey, it was a breezy Saturday, and really early in the morning at 6.30am we are expected to start the journey to Sungai Lembing but due to several reasons which DS and I contributed, so we departed slightly late than expected time, 6.45 am ( blame the girl who had her outing okey 🤨🤨 )


Since we are late, so overall journey which took almost 1 hours from my campus were slightly delayed hahaha. Never mind, we are sorry okey guys 😐

Cold and freezing. Felt like oversea 🤪Along the journey, I only saw couple of thing through my window since the dewy environment we were in

LOOK ! How dewy the weather was..sho shleppy

There's my name on the back of the seat, but it wasn't me. okay. I should find Ali :P

Not to mention, how many times I yawned and finally when I was about to yawn for my trillionth time, we reached our destination.

The nature was so welcoming, the roasters 🐓 were so ‘talkative’ hahaha urk urk urk urkkkkk all the way .

We stranded at this clear small area, and it was very tiring for me to wait for people to come and fetch us to the exact village. Oh actually there was an uncle ( from native people I guess ) offered his car, but due to my real intention which I would like to be on the lorry for the first time, so I refused . 😝


Meanwhile, we waited for the transportation, barely we can see the car on the road ! 1 hour 1 car 🚗 so peaceful , less smoke 💨 . Ahhh I miss this moment, where I only managed to have this kind of environment when I was still young, back then lah

The bus was a false alarm -.-

I'm holding the dental kit, DS is with the peace sign.

makcik makcik happy

It’s a one hour of waiting !! I’ve been bitten by mr. Mosquito😭😭 Finally, our transportation ( The Awaited Lorry ) managed to find its way home😂 after it was assigned to the wrong destination. Kesian pakcik

see ... I'm too freaking sweet that this mosquito love me </3

There you go semua jakun! Honestly, this is my first time to be at the back of any lorry 🤭. Hence, I decided to be the last person who will enter the back of the lorry since I wanted to sit kat tepi tu 🤣🤣

there was a long bench across the road. thats why I'm far away from others. haha

And along the 5 minutes of journey into the deep forest to meet the villagers, it was so thrilling and adventurous! I almost fall down from the lorry hahaha. Thanks Allah for my bff who hold my flappy meat at my thigh 😎. Hahahahaha

Okey I will let you experience my journey tru the pictures I’m sharing here !

p/s: most of the pictures are in my DSLR. sorry buddy. to lazy to transfer them >.<

Getting straight to our exact location, the hall ( which I guess the second big building after the school ) , we were warmly welcomed by our friends who reached there earlier 😗😗

They were super excited and some are jealous with our golden opportunity to be on the lorry 😂😂.

Okey lets get started to our real intention to go there which to give our services for FREE ( See , there’s still something you can get for free nowadays )


First things that we did were the cleaning and aerobics session . I wasn’t involved myself with the aerobics session since I was assigned to clean the outside area of the hall. Hence, we need to make it earlier because I don’t like the sun to kiss 😘 me ( its 🇲🇾 man ! )

During our gotong royong, I found a very unique cats . Yes 2 of them, both have different kind of fur. But same color basically, oh ya, I also met a cat while waiting for the lorry. She was so cute and lovely, she marked me 😝

But they weren’t that friendly, haha it was hard for me to capture some pictures of them.... without shaking .. oh ya, there was also some dogs, the native people kept dog 🐕 as their pet . Cool 😎

excuse the scar on my hand, it was due to prostho, I accidentally stabbed my own back of the hand. Auch

After finished our main job, my team and I joined those who were having the game session inside the hall, of course I wanted to chill with the orang asli babe! I love their hair color, even tho their skin complexion is a bit darker but they have such a beautiful brown reddish hair color. I wonder how the melanin worked 🤔

Oh it was actually the explorace session, and I did join some, haha musical chairs, tuju kasut and more. I also discovered a kid named as Salsabila just like mine.. she’s a Muslim . There are couple of believers of different religions, some are Muslim, Christian, animism etc. so Salsabila is a Muslim girl I met there, she’s super shy and nice 😂

the girl with pink hijab is Salsabila that I mentioned above.

Just like any of my girl friends, we prone to attract at kids,hahaha maybe the puberty hit makes us really love to have and play around with kids. Haish till I met 6 children’s of a Dr from KOM. All started with M, Maisarah, Munirah, Mustaqim, M... , Mardhiah and Muslim.

It was a great feeling to have them around especially Mardhiah and Muslim as both of them reminded me at my little nephew and nieces 😭😭😭

At first they weren’t clingy with me but after a while, mardhiah started to make me love her even more .. she requested to sleep on my shoulder, and listened to me humming her to sleep.. but ahhh our sweet moment being disturbed.. I forgot that I have to attend a role-play as the bacteria 😛...

So it was hard for me to put her down and let her sleep on her mom’s.. she was sulking a bit.. while waiting for my turn to be on the stage, still she came and asked me to play with her.. awww.. but when I said I can’t.. she sulked and followed her dad to somewhere else.. I’m sorry sayang 😭😭

After the role play session, which I’m sure that all the kids were entertained by their future dentists, I was searching for Mardhiah again, and yes, we continued playing 😂😂 until she felt sleepy just like Muslim , but Muslim was another case..he wanted to have some mommy-son bonding 😉😉 if you get what I meant.

spot the hair

this was her third drinks

second drink

Ok so their daddy asked them to wait in the car, and Mardhiah did offered me to join them and dodoi her to sleep.. alaaa cutie how I wish but I’m so shy with your mom and dad..she was crying a bit but I have to enter the hall back.... I feel so bad that was how we ended our meeting😔😔

I admit that I was having fun but I am super  tired. It was just 75%  of our program. So just like any other event, we do have the prize giving session, appreciation speech by dr and Tok batin ( the leader of the villagers ) bla bla bla bla... and I’m pressing the 4x fast forward ... zuppppppp

we gave the kids all the sweet but we asked them not to eat sweet a lot?.. #facepalm

and now, to the most awaiting moment for me at that time was our delicious lunch 😋😋 free food always the nicest but still can’t beat mom’s
So after that, we performed our prayers and gathered all the things that we brought to the place ( mop, broom etc )


And yes the journey back to Mahallah started by lorry-girls moment which was super exciting 😂😂 and of course you can hear our voices were the loudness in the jungle ! Then we got on our 🚌 bus to our hostel . Along the way, I slept soundly😂

this kid was trying to say her goodbye

Reality wasn't that great guys, look how we stayed on the lorry... with some additional friends :')

waving to all my mates

And I thought that when I reached Mahallah i was super fresh.. nayy, I continued my dreaming session from 3-6.30 pm.. wow.. that was a real hibernating session.

Plus, at night I did some masking by mixing Mary Jardin Detox Clay Mask 😷 with some cinnamon 😂 it felt so good , after my face being sabotaged by the carbon monoxide produced by the lorry 🙄🙄

you guys should give a try !

Okey guys,, I can’t tell you in details, because what am I writing can’t even describe half of what am I experiencing at that moment. Enjoy your moment and don’t forget to give you services to other people 😘

It was Durio zibethinus guys. (Am I smart enough to win your heart ? >.<)

Love,
BellaHR