Have you ever listening to Taylor's song
the story of us
I can relate it with someone's life
but not much
sometime, we feel like we owned the world,
because what we're wishing for,
God fulfilled them
she was hunted by her previous nonworking relationship,
I see her putting a lot of efforts to make things work,
still,
ended up the guy left her for a new girl,
whom he found that having all the characteristic that she have to live without,
broken heart, who will not,
deeply in love, planning for future,
but within just a day,
everything was ruined
about more that a year,
realizing that thing will happened,
but the love in herself forced her to fake her smile,
to say nothing is wrong to her friends,
just because she's too in love.
however, the moment that he clearly proved that she was unwanted,
she still try to fixed all the mess,
all alone,
it's a failure.
it took her a long time to recover,
up till she feels like she needs to revenge,
to him? no, to others
she just wanna play around pulling the love's rope
if anyone trying to approach her,
I knew its a cruel thing,
but will they know what she felt?
No, no one but God
A few people actually did come after that,
but they annoyed her
she knew how man works with all the sweet words,
she hate it
but, she still a lady
who will fall for a guy,
she just don't like a sweet talker,
she received a notification,
perhaps from a nobody,
asking who is she?
She thought the conversation will just ended after she answered that questions,
but no, it last for 5 months
they never talked in real life,
they never looked into each other eyes
because if the eyes meet, both will look around,
is it ego?
they were so close like he knew the story behind this girl's poker face,
and she knew whats behind the bald's head and arrogant face,
they have a same story
they have a same story
they can tell stories from a topic to another,
but she thought they were just a friend.
a cyber friend?
No,its more than that,
she could tell the world , no I'm not
she could act like nothing happened if she met him walking around,
but
God knows how the heart pumped ups and down so hard,
trying to let things slow,
but never thought of letting go
some point, rumors spread like a killing virus,
forcing both to think for reasons,
reasons why they're close together?
how do you know her?...idk
how do you meet her?...idk
is she's your classmate?...idk
your girlfriend?...idk
all the answered buffered in man's bald head,
but she have answers for non of the questions above, perhaps
they decided not to text each other,
she's unsure which part of it lost,
she feels a lost,
she started to write it out,
she loves writing
the only thing she is able to do,
but the guys noticed her status, keep changing,
to certain point that he can't read it,
she was blocked.
a routine for this girl to look over the text messages,
the old one,
but she found out that she's being blocked
she acted cool,but as her buddy will realized it
tears streaming down her face,
the stomach got harden,
the voice ups and down,
she claimed to be okay.
but the questions popping up in her mind,
initiates her to asked him through other way
she texted him, why?
he thought by doing that, she'll stop feeling sad
and change all the status?
No, he'll get things worsen.
being unblocked
he said sorry
she's unsure which part is more killing her
she wants to keep him but she can't
but she guess
that was a last conversations
bye
