ONE LAST GOODBYE

I was thinking what should I tell you,

It sounds like excuses that I created to meet you,

But it's not, something we need to do,

I don't want to have any relation regardings to you,

oh I don't want 

So, I texted you

asking will you be free

and I don't know what to say, it feels so different to finally texting you again

oh again,

when we actually used to text each other,

back then 2 years ago.

luckily you're free on the day we set,

before you have to go

flying to the place 

that we have discussed before.

congratulations

congratulations

I was confused, should I be happy or not

its mean that you have to go

no a little distance

but finally...

across the other side of the world.

if we follow the memories before,

it should be me instead then why should now it'll be her.

on that day, I was waiting for you,

not sure how the tummy feels,

still nervous and shaking,

the way I used,

waiting and hoping that you'll coming,

as you're so unsure,

to come or not,

yes I'm no longer deserve sort of your time,

but I'm still here, wasting my time,

writing about you,

you stand in front of me,

I was having my sixth senses

feelings that someone is watching,

when I looked up, you're waving

a little hye from your dancing lips,

statued, I was.

Not a figure, I used to meet,

well just let said,we have'nt meet more than 3 years

so you seems so unfamiliar with me,

not really sure, if I hit you with a smile?

but I remember I said let's us settle this,

sort of losing my words,

nervousness strike me, 

when they asked to fill the some part with my detail

it's weird that you still remember mine,.

you were asking so many questions,

I swear that I would like to reply,

but no, my heart get the scars bleeding again,

and tears start to burst,

only some hand signs I can showed,

when you asked, how's my life is going,

a thumb up will hide everything,

when you said sorry for everything,

it doesn't make things forgettable but much harder to relief,

I know you're looking at me, 

I can see through the reflection from the mirror in front of me,

but
I'm choosing to look away,

rather than looking at you,

I'm way better holding my tears, that way

but you noticed anyway,

saying my smiles could not hide the pain.

if you know I'm in pain, 

why still you treating me that way,

so you said, don't forget you when I'm getting married,

was'nt sure who's Im gonna pick,

rather than loving myself seems better, 

because you taught me, not to trust your gender

and you taught me that only me can wipe my own tears,

there are so many questions inside my head,

wanna ask you but rather keep it quiet,

when the things get settled, I walked away without saying anything,

just a "thank you" for coming,

for not wasting my sister's time,

but when i turned around,

I heard you say bye,

and I know,this would be the last goodbye.

as 

we have no relation anymore.

sadly it feels like you said goodbye, while I'm still saying hi

all the eye contacts you're trying to make one, 

I choose to look away

because with that I know that I won't fall back.

but still standing.

wasn't sure about my feeling,

If I need someone or I just love to be alone,

it feels so bad when you break my soul, and I feel bad for breaking another souls,

I'm so sorry.

they said time will heal me, but no, it's only hide it, there's a time when it strike, 

I still cry like it was yesterday.

TEMUDUGA

Bismillah, Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum. haii people ! (bapak acah)

so memandangkan sekarang ni tengah cuti semester (cuti la sangat, seminggu je.. alhamdulillah syukur) aku ingat nak update sikit pasal interview sebelum masuk kuliyah dulu.

sebenarnya da lama nak update, tapi ye la,, dulu takut.. kalau update.. kang Dr tu terbaca,, terus dia kan sel kemasukan aku. nauzubillahi minzalik... jangan la Dr, saya nak kongsi je ni..

hahahaha

I'm so sorry in advance ye DR kalau ada yang mengguris hati.

sebenarnya aku rasa semua orang da familiar dengan interview ni (IV) yela, dari mock interview time highschool, tapisan nak masuk universiti or mara or biasiswa bagai en ?

so kita boleh kata common la. so kalau ada orang yang macam confident da dengan diri dia, rasa nak skip entry ni boleh je.. Iolls cuma nak share je apa yang aku lalui time interview sebelum masuk degree kat Uia ni. (kalau ada yang tertanya, aku amek kos pergigian selama 5 tahun, ni tahun pertama insyaaAllah- long way to go so doa doakan aku dan batchmates ku berjaya, Allahuma ameen)

so let's get started. kalau benda first nak fikir mestila preparation, daripada pakaian, cara susunan file hinggalah ke hari temuduga tu

so kita petik secara brief je la eh memandangkan aku nak fokus temuduga aku dulu.

pakaian

paling basic sekali kena kemas, rambut, tudung, muka, make up tu. semua kena on point. rambut kena kemas letak gel or minyak, tudung or apa2 je jangan nak meriah macam nak pergi dinner. muka make sure berseri. tak perlu make up persis wanita opera. pakaian jangan macam pokok krismas (orang kata) so not more than 3 colors, no big flower, no striking color, no big abstract. plain is the best. boleh further google kalau mahu.

susunan file

from the best to the ordinary one. buku fail academic mesti asing dengan koko, nak kasi kemas, don't forget your resume. ( what makes people must choose you ) ok ? arasso ?

preparation

at least cari la sikit info tentang temuduga awak tu. try nak perkenalkan diri. practice. especially kalau temuduga awak tu bahasa asing. tak nak la nampak eh uk um. semua tu.. nak fluent gitu. tapi make sure jangan over sangat like kerek namateyy.. hahaha kena chill sikit. sebab nanti interviewver rasa awak ni sesuatu yang sengal.

my experience.

kalau tak silap i, interview denti ni, dalam minggu exam. ke lepas exam ? ke sebelum exam? ehhh area area tu la eh. dah la rasa semak sangat sebab takda proper attire. (bukan kes perempuan banyak baju but tak bersyukur!! aku memang takda baju sesuai duh) baju yang ada, corak bunga sebesar raflesia, color terang bak hilighter . pokoknya ngak sesuai deh. so aku pun 2 weeks before tu gatai la p order online ^.^ (ni je la ubatnya) so amek baju warna tanah.. so dah lengkap pakaian aku

[baju jubah dress warna tanah: tudung light orange ; kasut bertutup batu bata ( additional 1cm heels )]

pastu, kan aku kata week tu busy kan, so ada la sikit sikit je search pasal uia, pasal dentistry secara mendalam. masa tu la nak hafal triple ICE hahaha.sapa rector etc. pastu ada group classmate lama, which is semua denti.. so dok kongsi maklumat kat situ ( ilmu tu ibarat air, jadi biarkan ia mengalir ) . tapi rasa macam, eh kesian kat budak denti lain. so , kitorang open group tu untuk jadi group budak denti yang kekal sehingga hari ini ( ti-ten-nium) btach ke sepuluh yuaieh. so pakat gila share, selagi mampu jawab, jawab. MASA TU RASA MACAM FINAL YEAR EXAM DENTI .hahahaha, semua benda try to fit in mind. ada ja some people rasa insecure dengan tindakan some of us yang nampak acah macam well-prepared sangat. hahaha padahal. lebih kurang jek

so esok tu, berdebar la, list name keluar, mujur dentistry punya iv sorang sorang. takda la nebes gila

. so aku punya turn, petang. lepas zohor ( aku macam alamak, terkejar kejar ni,mmm confirm sebab nak qailullah lagi hehe) pastu alhamdulillah., i can be there on time

aku orang ketiga petang tu if not mistaken,hm

so masa tunggu tu, lama juga la, sebab Drs habis session 2 punya iv tu lambat, so kena consider time diorang nak solat, nak lunch lagi. so masa tu, buat discussion la. discuss semua cuak je bila dengar soalan2 bocordari pagi tadi punya iv, tanya pasal denti secara deep . pasal pendapat tentang tunic la.. etec. tunic tu,, baju uniform masa 3,4,5th year.

masa tengah borak borak tu, out of sudden ada satu Dr ni ternampak kawan aku punya soalan2 yang dia list, so one of them is about Tunic. so Dr tu was like.. aiyooo soalan bocor..!!! tak boleh jadi kena ubah kann soalan kita Dr iswan . (( masa tu semua dah kelat !! soalan apa lagi.. Ya Allah )

so kitorang just tunggu ja, apa jadi untuk first calon, jeng jeng jeng,, nad kot kalau tak silap 

tunggu dia lama la juga, sampai neves aku dibuatnya. so senang cerita aku masuk toilet dalam 3-4 kali tau! hahahaa. pastu aku masuk kawasan iv tu then nad keluar, masa tu sempat la borak sikit.

tanya weh soalan apa..

pastu dia kata, dia tak ingat sangat. banyak juga ditanya (yelaaa lama kot) pastu dia ingat satu je, Dr tanya teka teki. "bagaimana nak masukkan gajah dalam peti"

so kitorang yang belum masuk ni, gunakan gajet sebaik mungkin untuk google beberapa teka teki . Lels. pastu aku pergi tandas lagi !!!! teruk kan neves aku.

pastu lepas balik tu,, aku isolate diri aku kat bawah aircond, sebab kau tahu laaaa paip kat level three tu, kalau pressure dia kuat  sangat, habis basah baju aku. ( kalau boleh nak laaa nampak purfecttt )

so bagi kering jap.. pastu orang kedua lepas nad tu keluar,, ehh maknanya turn aku la kannnn..

masa tu jantung lub dub lub dub blup blup . hahaha neves punya beat. tapi muka kena maintain senyum. aku bab fake smile ni, pro sikit selain resting B face. hahaa

so aku ketuk pintu, makin dekat and makin dekat with the board of DRs. aku tak duduk selagi tak duduk,instead aku kena attacked. First question," kamu yang tanya soalan kat saya semalam kan?"

aku pun cam telan ayaq liuq la weh. pastu ngaku, Dr tanya aoa ntah lagi,. tapi tetiba aku dengar  Dr sue suruh duduk, then thank you apa semua. ( oh tapi semua ni in english ya anak anak?) uia ni omputeh kalau tak pun arab.

first question:

 so apa yang awak dah tahu tentang iv ni, takkan la kawan kawan apa tak beritahu apa apa ?

me: erm, saya tak tahu banyak Dr. saya pergi tandas tadi, dapat tahu satu soalan. 

Drs: oh siapa kawan awak yang bagitahu tu? mai kitorang nak cancel nama dia

me: ( need 999!!!) hm.. saya sebenarnya tahu dari ramai orang, so saya pun konfius. ( masa ni defensive mode jap )tauriyah arab dia, double meaning, hahaha.

Drs: oo awak tahu tak kerja dr ni kita kena tanggungjawab bla bla bla. kena tazkirah free time ni. masa ni ada provocking(.which is aku macam.. rilek la dr... sendu dah saya ni.)

me: sebenarnya Dr, saya pergi tandas, so tak join sangat, lepas p tandas, saya duduk kat situ (while pointing that so called ISOLATED DESK)

Drs: so, awak ni memang selfish? tak nak join kawan2, ooo tak bagus ni as a Dr. 

me: defensive mode lagi, eh bukan macam tu,,, macam ni .. (trying to clarify )

Drs: awak kalau Dr kena MENGAKU KESALAHAN, YOU TAK BOLEH BUAT SALAH THEN POINT KAT ORANG LAIN, KEJAP YE KEJAP TAK.

me: Excuse me Drs, i think i must clean my name right here, let me clarify.. bla bla A-Z

pastu dia tanya.. teka teki" macam mana nak masukkan gajah dalam peti ais"

me: buka peti , letak gajah, tutup

Drs: kalau saya nak letak zirafah?

me" buka peti, take out gajah, letak zirafah, tutup

DRs: TAK ACI, SOALAN BOCOR

question two:

Dr. Iswan : saya tengok gambar profile kat sini, i can see mole. quite big but where is it ?

me: HAHAHAHA terbahak aku kat situ, tak sopan betoi. but aku explain laaa kenapa boleh tetiba almost vanish macam Dr kata.. ( cerita laaa pasai akil, sambil tangan aku naik bila bercerita sakan)

Dr: tapi awak patut update, tak boleh guna gambar ni.. awak da tipu saya buat kali kedua. Dr tak patut macam ni,.. tipu profile.. tahu tak awak boleh dibuang .. awak tak layak.. again your name.. *kita boleh reject nama dia*(( time provoke ni.. huhuhuhuhu na nangis) T.T 

me: my bad dr pasai gambar etc.. acah mengaku.. hehehe

question 3:

masa aku bercerita tu,, kan angkat tangan,, so he saw something.

Dr: i can see ring, you dah kawen? dah bertunang?

me : ( hellyaaa NOO!!!) eh tak Dr.

Dr: so kenapa awak pakai ? awak tak serius belajar? ada plan nak kawen time belajar ???

me: sebenarnya blabla bla bla....(tak leh tahu nanti lari la matlamat aku pakai kalau aku cerita kat hampa semua )

Dr: awak menipu kali ketiga.. this is too much .! tak layakkkk.. awak takda hak nak halang lelaki suka awak dengan pakai cincin etc. banyak gila kena tazkirah.. ahhahaha

question 4:

take this plain paper

Drs: macam mana nak bakar paper ni ?

me : lighter???

Drs : okey lagi ( more than 5x) -.-"" haha

me, magnifying glass, put in in fire...... use rock

Drs: if i give you rock, can you make fire?

me ( ya Allah, matila nak....) terus teringat,, haritu saya tengok NG so dia kata, kalau nak buat api guna batu, batu tu kena betoi betoi kering. so im afraid batu yang Dr bagi tu tak cukup kering .

question 5 :

Drs: bakat u ?

me: multitalented (puih ) menyanyi, menari, melukis, berlakon.( semua aku bedal, acah je hebat)

Drs: too cliche, berlakon? kami nak awak berlakon. take that white paper and pretending that you received a reject letter ((WHATTTT!!!))

me: belakon .. lipat paper, acah buka.. so masa tu hati da sendu.. acah baca.. pastu mommy, i didnt get bla bla bla.. but i akan apply rayuannn.. diorang akan menyesal for rejecting me.. masa tu air mata menitikkkkk

DRs: did you just cried? omaigod hayati watakkk.. bagus bagus.. tahu tak KOD ada drama nanti.. I nak u perform sekali lagi depan kami

(banyak laaaa hayati watak... memang sedih betoi kotttt.. hahaha but nevermind)

DRs: belakon balik, lipat surat tu, in the other way ( padahal plain paper, ya Allah menguji) dan kata awak dapat tawaran,.sebab rayuan awak tu.

me: berlakonbalik..... "alhamdulillah......"

DRs: that alhamdulillah tho.. really uia student

me: ahhahahaha

Question 6: 

Drs: so nak sambung belajar mahal.. u nak amek pinjaman ke pama ?

me: as for me, my parents dah tua, so i tak sampai hati nak bebankan diorang. i maybe minta tolong siblings. but as far as i concern , diorang mesti ada kegunaab sendiri.. and i rasa i nak apply ptptn. as at my age i should be responsible, i yang nak belajar. etc..

Drs: that's great !

pastu sembang apa ntah lagi.. pasal family background. semua terkejut aku ada 10 siblings.. hahaha kemonla.. hahah..

pastu okeyyy we're finished.. sempat lagi aku berdiri and kata.

" DRS THANK YOU FOR ALL THE QUESTIONS, YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING AND IM HOPING TO MEET YOU IN KULIYYAH SOON, THANK YOU "

oke.. sebenarnya dah makin short dah tulisan aku ni.. sebab la ni kul 2 pagi beb.. so letih hhaha.. semoga bermanfaar.. share la kat kawan kawan.

so jangan cuak. jangan kerek, jangan cepat nangis, be prepared.

goodluck gais. !! see you in kuliyyah 

SALAH FAHAM

Bismillah, alhamdulillah

hye guys ma frequent reader ( if any besides me )

Assalamualaikum..

so what's up?

I've been thinking since yesterday what's make my joke is unacceptable to certain people .*deep breath*

sorry duh bro sebab you're mistaken my act as humiliating you but I swear that none of it was my attention.

i thought that I take it as a joke like.. yeah.. like how I love those things

tapi tak sangka pulak, it ended up jadi messed up semua sampai aku punya blood pressure laju gila macam nak meletupppppp

sumpah semalam bengang sangat. sangat sangat sangat. tapi telan je , bukan telan.. macam kulum je. nak luah kan... lagi lima tahun nak jumpa muka sama, nak ditelan, bukan jenis pendam, takut amarah lagi hebat. cewah.

bukan apa, sebenarnya ada la sikit tengah tarbiah ego. so, tak nak la marah-marah. hancur diet soul gitu.

tapi kan, nak highlight kat sini, how you think it might be silly in your point of you, some people might not have a thought like you did. instead, diorang rasa offended. which is aku pun pelik sangat like whaaatttt ? benda ceni pun nak terasa like aku ni malukan dia ( baca: cyberbully )

pastu aku ni, jenis tak suka la nak berbasa basi kalau orang dah buat serangan hendap tanpa helmet ni, jadi aku ambil inisiatif untuk cakap dengan A terus. 

My bad . I admited la memang salah aku like post something with his name on it. ye la. sebab joke dia tu lawak ( read: bagi aku) 

so ingat nak share but ended up (baca: hati tisu)

pastu tak apa la..

masa nak claimed salah masing-masing tu, masa suruh stop provoking in group tu ,A macam reply satu ayat yang aku sendiri rasa terbakar bakar jowa raga... maklumlah anak bongsu memang sensodyne macam ubat gigi tu..

pastu mula la dari tak kenal rasa tak suka.

like actually kalau orang minta maaf kat kita ni,, professional aa babe. kalau tengah bengang tu tak yah la nak hembus je.. (baca: aku tak hembus kau pun dah ok, cuba berhikmah lagi)

sebab apa? sebab hormat.

like for me, kalau nampak C buat salah, kenapa nak gitau dalam group bagai, boleh je tanya sumber ( baca: yang repost gambar tu kat kau ) tentang identiti orang tu, bukan menjadi satu alasan untuk terus provoke like aa pasni tanak cakap da .. sembang sini je.. kita kita je.. like????? 

especialy bila orang yang kau attack tu perempuan bro.. tahu tak apa perempuan rasa bila lelaki keluar ayat2 centu?

so bila dah tahu siapa yang buat salah tu, boleh la personal mesej dia, minta tolong delete. duh, boleh terima kot kalau centu. tapi bila provoke ni.. you know la kan dia punya bad impact tu

so whats to be highlight are :

1. don't take things ( read: no matter how funny there are) into jokes. - some ppl can bloody "heaven" feel so serious bout that-
2. Don't say any word when you're angry
3. Never provoke ( read: if you're afraid of WW III)
4. learnt to be a forgiver
5. respect
6. never have high expectations on ppl
7. many more

wallahu'alam. this entry might be mixed up (read: really emotional ) as I've been holding this.

p/s : all the characters A ,B and C have forgive each other and won't talk to each other (read: avoid misunderstanding AGAIN)

SUICIDE SQUAD

Bismillah, Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum lovely people on earth :) 

where did I get this courage to write a new entry? (I'm wondering too) HAHAHA
Let it go~

so here I would like to share, benda apa yang aku tengok tadi. HAAA. tengok tajuk la, tadi sebenarnya lepas kelas pergi tengok suicide squad. Well actually plan asal nak pergi tengok bad mom ( acah acah tak sabar nak jadi mak mak) tapi, since cerita suicide squad tu nampak so interesting, so intention tu deviate lasikit (sikit je) 

so habis je kelas, gerak dulu la pape roger -.-" 

pergi ecm, makan nasi ayam pa semua, pastu solat zohor jap kat ecm punya surau tu (YA ALLAH....lama sangat tak g ecm rasanya sebab bau hapak surau tu boleh bikin pening kepala adik..) 

p/s: searching for rich people to sponsor some air conditioner.

pastu okey.

kitorang berlima, pergi la beli tiket ( eh terbalik, beli seat dulu sebenarnya) 

*tak penting sebenarnya*

nak bagi review actually... so nak berapa star? 3.5 la kot... hehehe overall best. tapi ada banyak parts which I'm expecting for more. 

tapi nak highlight kat sini...

deadshot tu lovely daddy sangat T.T sedih la part dia ngan anak dia.... ngawww.. almost kerai but I so sador so tak nangis aa citer dia.

crazy woman tu (puteh gilaaaa patutla ada story kenapa dia melepak gitu) dia couple ngan jokerman.

jokerman tu bapak saiko. hmm.. tapi kan suka kat part yang jokerman (JM) tanya HQ tu pasai HQ sayang dia ke tak tu ( sebenarnya part ni tak dengar sangat dia cakap apa... sebab acah acah whispering apa tahhh..ye ye o je kannn,,) so last last tu pompuan tu terjun juga dalam air kimia tu ( nak buktikan cinta la konon,, belakon boleh la.. reality... mati katak ( qhalas ) la hang kat situ..

oke oke.. pastu kan.. yang best nya masa JM tu walk away la.. acah ingatkan dia nak kata HQ tu gila.. sebab depa dua ni gila... rupa rupamya.... dia pusing balik belakang dan terjun selamatkan,.. nak highlight part pusing belakang tu....PRICELESS nya muka dia... cair jap macam kisah cinta aku plak.. padahal JM ngan HQ yang bercinta..

in the nutshell depa ni couple yang lovely gila & memang gila betoi.

pastu ada crocodile man, hat ni muka dia lawak & dia pun lawak. rasa macam nak ghunaih ja kulit dia hat bersisik sisik tu...

pastu boomerang man... hat ni kuangjaq. seryes.. boleh ke dia yang plan nak lari pastu hasut climbingman tu.. kan dah kena bom.....

pastu ada wanita berpedang ( poyo je) tapi cayala perempuan ni main pedang.. aku nak angkat kapak pun terketaq ketaq...

pastu ada ahli sihir by cara... dia ni.. cantik nyaaa.. dia kena rasuk la.. pastu jadi witch centu.. hmm..tapi part ni la tak gemar sangat ,.. tu yang tolak markah sikit.. tapi DR. june a.k.a witch ni pun bercinta ngan flag.. bf dia ni soldier. orang suruh jaga... last last bercinta...hmm

so nak tau lebih lanjut. ikhtiar la sendiri.

wassalamualaikum

MAMA ABAH

Bismillah, Alhamdulillah

assalamualaikum pembaca setia (Eh?!)

ramadhan kali ni eh.. alhamdulillah, Allah izinkan diri ni nak memasuki bulan muliaNya.

Macam macam juga terjadi bulan ni,..:')

misalnya YuAiEh panggil anak anak didik tersayangnya secara mengejut pada 17 Jun lalu ...

Harini 29 Jun. Kejap je.. esok dah nak balik...( RAYA )

pastu baru perasan, ya Allah .. dah nak habis Ramadhan. Till we meet again,. insyaa-Allah

Bukan apa, sebenarnya tak tahu sangat nak cerita apa, banyak je benda nak taip. tapi bila banyak sangat, dia jadi berterabuq. haha less is more sepatutnya. ( -.-')

so, mai sini a.k.a Pahang ni, alhamdulillah, dengan parents tersayang, besar pengorbanan diorang nak hantar puteri gedik manja diorang ni.. jauh tu.. kalau ikut kan hati ni, nak je naik bas sendiri. tapi barang banyak macam nak buka kedai kat sini ( terpaksala terima pelawaan parents nak tolong hantar)

Banyak nyaaa pengorbanan mama abah ( Allahu tak terbalas ) 

Duit tu keluar macam ayaq ( ayaq teghejun hat deghaih tu ) 

mai sini pulak, tengok tengok kena bayar yuran sekedepoik punya banyak. ( Orang kaya tak rasa la eh )

pastu parents melawat kawasan, tengok tengok KOD jauh pula dah dari asrama Fatimah ni ( huhuhuhuhuhuhu )

so depa decided nak beli basikal. wehhh kesiannya. 

PAstu bagi duit belanja lagi... beli barang lagi...

hampa..

sempena bulan Ramadhan ni, doa makbul.. doakan la ya 

semoga Allah memelihara kedua ibu bapa kita dengan penuh kasih sayang.

Tak boleh nak sambung entry kali ni.. rasa sedih. sebak, homesick tak cerita. hmm

wallahu a'lam.

wassalamualaikum..

CFS IIUM GAMBANG

Bismillah Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum, hai geng . apa habaq? 

(amboi time duk tulis entry ni dia sedu macam itik lapaq ayaq aihh-.-)

okey. sekarang ni aku dah officially graduated dari cfs iium gambang, pahang 

Hm,. nak throwback sikit la. Dulu masa first dapat reply daripada upu, sedih gak la KANNN .

sebab tak dapat UM (Universiti Malaya)

*UIAdihatiku*

then, tengok punya tengok, cek punya cek, Alhamdulillah. dapat tawaran pergigian from uia.

sekilas pandang alhamdulillah dapat uia pj ( konon dekat ngan kl, boleh merap adik beradik kat sana )

dua tiga hari nak daftar,baca surat, attudia.. baru tergedik gedik nak cari apa itu GAMBANG???

dah tu konfius dengan uia Kuantan. ingat kat situ.. rupanya memang betoi2 gambang .

hutan dehhh

lebih tepat hutan simpan.

na. supaya jelas sikit yang dekat pahang ni ada dua ketul uia . satu uiaK satu cfsiium gambang

cfs ni untuk asasi- dekat sini ada program sciences la, macam medic, denti, pharmacy, nursing, physical science. many more to come, since cfs ni baru lagi. eh tak baru sangat la. hahaha but still tak cukup 5 tahun lagi, tak mumayyiz lagi ( gittueww)

uiaK ni bila dah cukup tempoh matang. hahaha i mean bila adik ( cewah) dah habis study 2 tahun or setahun or setahun senggah.

p/s : duration study kay uia ni vary. makna kata bila masuk degree. hampa boleh jadi jr kepada kawan hampa yang sama tahun .. sebab depa habis awai..

pasaipa boleh habes awai? haaa depa ni geng cekang tak dak dah.. pandai masyaaAllah.

ni geng selalunya dak dak Darul Quran (DQ) budak Maahad, sekolah pondok agama dan sebagainya.

kat sini akan ada tiga exam , satu exam bahasa arab, satu exam english, satu lagi exam fardhu ain

arab lulus

english lulus

= 1 year

arab lulus

english level 6

= 1 year

arab level 2

english lulus

=1 year

hat lain tu, pandai pandai la noo

hat lain tu maknanya hampa 2 years.

yang jadi 1.5 years ni aku musykil sikit. ada la orang kata kononnya sebab complaint. lama sangat asasi 2 tahun tu.

padahal, dua tahun tu, nak kentut pun tak sempat... pun pack. sebab kena amek banyak subjek, nak nak pulak bila kau tak exempted (lulus) ujian bahasa

ingat senang. hahaha aku exempted english., tapi kantoi arab level 1 = 2 years la ye

mai kita sembang pasai kelas pula.

kat sini, takda building banyak lagi. sebab under construction lagi. Makna kata banyak la abang abang bangla
(but jangan risau so far takda lagi kes pelik pelik ya ) Alhamdulillah, semua masih terpelihara, ada nya warden2 yang cekap serta pak guard yang sador ( Eh..) 

cumanya masih kena hati hati la, pakaian tu jaga la,jangan la plak pakai seluar ketat macam swimming trunk tu (hagak hagak la)

admin building

eh melalut plak, kelas kat sini semua kat admin building (pasni insyaaAllah kat bangunan yang siap dibina-jangan risau, sumpah lawa) tera kelas sementara pun sejuk, aircond 16 degree celcius, ada 4 aircond satu kelas banggg. 

sejuk, kalau tak tahan, bawa baju sejuk. cumanya kerusi meja dia la,, meja flip flip tu, so kalau anda jenis bawa buku teks tebal 4 inci tu, mohon belajar untuk suaikan dengan kesempitan ruang tu ye,. jangan sampai jatuh atas kaki...( calculator jatuh tu biasa dah, pen apa semua perkara wajib)

memandangkan kelas semua pack, so kalau nak clearkan jadual hari jumaat tu kena p set cepat cepat kat sis. yang sepatutnya. level one ni

supaya hampa dapat cuti 3 hari (muahahahaha) sebab tu pilih class rep yang rajin dan gigih cari kekosongan.

kalau kelas ganti selalunya, susah nak dapat venue. so hampa akan ada kelas lewat petang dimana akan nampak rakan rakan yang lain terkinja kinja di tepi tingkap kelas anda menunjukkan erti kebebasan beriadah sedangkan anda terkurung ( hehehe) 

sebab kat sini, tak ya pakai banyak lighting, semua tingkap transparent. so jimat elektrik naaa.

dak pun lecturer akan buat kelas kat mahallah the one and only al biruni ( tapi dia kaler kelabu tau) ni nama kat sini sempena tokoh islam bukan sempena warna color luna or stabilo ye anak anak.

ni mahallah al biruni

sebenarnya ada banyak lagi, but dalam construction. hang tak boleh p. satgi kena saman. lagipun pikiaq la keselamatan takut dihempap apa apa yang tak sepatutnya. lagipun, tang ni ada wildboar yang sesat. dan abang2 bangla yang ramai. so tak yah nak p melawat site. hang bukan engineer pun,. 

so masa zaman aku cewah (2014,2015,2016) kami (bro & sis) kongsi mahallah.

APA??? TENG TENG TENG

sat laaa, toksah kalaut cerita kat parent. satgi depa risau,. aku pun terkejut gak dulu. ye laaa yuaiyeh kannn takkan share bumbung ngan brother. masyaaAllah. mendatangkan fitnah (nauzubillahi min zalik)

hehe idok la buka bilik nampak bilik bro bagai. kan semua ada banyak blok, so brother blok A & B, sisters C D E 

semua ada sampai 5 level. takda lift ye anak anak (rancang la perabut perabut anda -.-) 

p/s kalau barang banyak macam aku ni. ha redha la kau level berapa pun. tapi alhamdulillah, tak pernah level lain selain level 2. ada tips. tapi nak tau kena pm ( HAHAHAHAHAH) 

JANGAN GODA AKAK OR ABG KERANI YE. 

JAGA IMAN SIKIT JANGAN BIADAP SANGAT EHHH

[AMARAN KERAS]

bilik kat mahallah ni memang world class la. selesa, tak bersyukur lagi boleh gantung nafsu laaa

cermin panjang sesuai untuk orang rendah, lampu sorang dua, kipas sorang satu, perabut tirai semua lengkap. kira kalau tak dapat 4 flat tu. sebab malas la ehh

( saja nak bagi diri sendiri insaf)

ada empat orang sebilik, cun right . haaa wifi, laju ikut nasib. hahahah rumet aku dulu line tipon pun takda, semua menumpang kasih kat compartment aku..

(dugaan besar aku tu)

kalau kipas macam siput ba** mohon report kat mahallah office.. apa apa je la, kau tak puas hati.. report je,,ok? jangan dok buat confession bagai.. salurkan ketidak puasan hati hang tu ke lorong yang benar.. baru boleh improve.. ni merunggut je kerja.. tampar kanggg...

kat sini, popular mesej viral. kau salah je,, nanti ada mesej viral tegur kau secara menyeluruh. so behave bro and sis.

biah kat sini cun. ok la kalau untuk berubah ke arah kebaikan ni.. tapi ada je orang biasa biasa. macam aku. 

kalau sister suka gelak mengilai selalunya bro akan jerit.. woiii diam.. ahhaah benda betul.. aku as sister pun bengang like.. kau pehal over sangat mengilai tu (walaupun kekadang aku terjebak bila terlalu lupa diri)

kalau bro, depa ni bising bila waktu riadah. aduhhh kasut sukan dok sruk street bunyi bising.. time ni memang tak leh tido.. futsal court kat tengah tengah banggg.. tido celah manaa.. bising kot.. tapi time ni boleh la usha zauj ( hahaha) lawak je .

sebab time baca entry ni mesti dah bebai mengantuk.. padan muka,,. aku pun tatau nak tulis apa dah.

time riadah, hampa boleh main macam macam. main mata pun adalah senaman ringan tapi banyak dosa, (HAH.. TEGURAN KAT DIRI)  

beskat pun ada, tapi ikot color laaa,, kalau hang jenis kemetot baik naik basikal warna.. warna apa ntah... sebab ada orang gitau..

ada archery.. berenang takda ye, berkuda pun takda, yang ada kucing je wak.. takkan nak naik wildboar kot.. Eh.

okey okey 

society???

masuk je FRCC ke, FRC ke, MRC ke, MEDCY ke

ni yang official la.

aku dulu FRC tapi pubpro je la eh..

ni gambar keluarga frc, bahagia, alhamdulillah anak ramai. hahaha

ni keluarga pubpro : walid & balqis tak ada.. balik awaii

hmm

tak banyak pun nak kongsi. senang cerita kalau berminat nak tahu pasal uia gambang ni. sikit sikit boleh la tolong

drop la komen

follow insta
@bellahns

follow twitter ka 

@slsblhns

kalau nak tanya sangat, kalau hang dulu ni ada no cek, boleh pm. no worry. insyaaallah boleh tolong hat mana mampu

nampak tak pubpro kat situ. hahahaha

okey bahh.. see u

assalamualaikum

study lillah, takkan lelah

THE STORY OF US

Have you ever listening to Taylor's song

the story of us

I can relate it with someone's life

but not much

sometime, we feel like we owned the world,

because what we're wishing for,

God fulfilled them

she was hunted by her previous nonworking relationship,

I see her putting a lot of efforts to make things work,

still,

ended up the guy left her for a new girl,

whom he found that having all the characteristic that she have to live without,

broken heart, who will not,

deeply in love, planning for future,

but within just a day, 

everything was ruined

about more that a year, 

realizing that thing will happened,

but the love in herself forced her to fake her smile,

to say nothing is wrong to her friends,

just because she's too in love.

however, the moment that he clearly proved that she was unwanted,

she still try to fixed all the mess,

all alone,

it's a failure.

it took her a long time to recover,

up till she feels like she needs to revenge,

to him? no, to others

she just wanna play around pulling the love's rope

if anyone trying to approach her,

I knew its a cruel thing,

but will they know what she felt?

No, no one but God

A few people actually did come after that,

but they annoyed her

she knew how man works with all the sweet words,

she hate it

but, she still a lady 

who will fall for a guy,

she just don't like a sweet talker,

she received a notification,

perhaps from a nobody,

asking who is she?

She thought the conversation will just ended after she answered that questions,

but no, it last for 5 months

they never talked in real life,

they never looked into each other eyes

because if the eyes meet, both will look around,

is it ego?

they were so close like he knew the story behind this girl's poker face,

and she knew whats behind the bald's head and arrogant face,
they have a same story

they can tell stories from a topic to another,

but she thought they were just a friend.

a cyber friend?

No,its more than that, 

she could tell the world , no I'm not

she could act like nothing happened if she met him walking around,

but 

God knows how the heart pumped ups and down so hard,

trying to let things slow, 

but never thought of letting go

some point, rumors spread like a killing virus,

forcing both to think for reasons,

reasons why they're close together?

how do you know her?...idk

how do you meet her?...idk

is she's your classmate?...idk

your girlfriend?...idk

all the answered buffered in man's bald head,

but she have answers for non of the questions above, perhaps

they decided not to text each other,

she's unsure which part of it lost,

she feels a lost,

she started to write it out,

she loves writing

the only thing she is able to do,

but the guys noticed her status, keep changing,

to certain point that he can't read it,

she was blocked.

a routine for this girl to look over the text messages,

the old one,

but she found out that she's being blocked

she acted cool,but as her buddy will realized it

tears streaming down her face,

the stomach got harden, 

the voice ups and down, 

she claimed to be okay.

but the questions popping up in her mind,

initiates her to asked him through other way

she texted him, why?

he thought by doing that, she'll stop feeling sad 

and change all the status?

No, he'll get things worsen.

being unblocked

he said sorry

she's unsure which part is more killing her

she wants to keep him but she can't

but she guess

that was a last conversations

bye

Time is a gold but why waste it ?

Assalamualaikum, hi peeps. Apa khaborr? 

mudah mudahan kita semua sihat sihat insyaaAllah ,, mudah sikit nak buat kerja apa apa pun kan?

 bismillah , alhamdulillah

kenapa pulak adab dan budi ? sebenarnya apa benda adab ni ?

Adab (Arabic: أدب‎) in the context of behavior, refers to prescribed Islamic etiquette: "refinement, good manners, morals, decorum, decency, humaneness".^[1] While interpretation of the scope and particulars of Adab may vary among different cultures, common among these interpretations is regard for personal standing through the observation of certain codes of behavior.^[2] To exhibit Adab would be to show "proper discrimination of correct order, behavior, and taste."^[2]Islam has rules of etiquette and an ethical code involving every aspect of life. Muslims refer to Adab as good manners, courtesy,respect, and appropriateness, covering acts such as entering or exiting a washroom, posture when sitting, and cleansing oneself. According to Sahih Bukhari, Muhammad refrained from bad language; neither a 'Fahish nor a Mutafahish. He used to say "The best amongst you are those who have the best manners and character."

(aku copy je wikipedia) 

haaa.. faham dak? okey lets me simplify it, tak payah la sampai juling nak baca kan? adab ni adalah satu perkara asas dalam hidup kita dimana, kita perlu mendidik diri untuk mempunyai akhlak terpuji , cemerlang dan gemilang, contohnya, Nabi Muhammad S.A.W yang memiliki akhlak yang paling sempurna...Subhanaallah..

not writing this to persuade you guys yang I ni perfect sangat sangat like an angel. but there is an event yang jadi which make I feel like, our Y generation is lack of what we called "adab" which make them become a "BI- adab" 

okey let me tell you a story:

Pada suatu event, senah dan rakan rakannya sedang menguruskan satu program yang wajib dimana program ini khas to educate people, ( a sort of genius community to be exact) . Program tu sehari je, Senah ni pun manusia yang bila dah settle exam apa semua, dia tak pikir benda lain dah.... kecuali nak hibernate... tapi bila ada program ni... Senah pun sacrifices her sleep time... and join the program... However, its quite frustrating la.. bila community yang participate program Senah tu.. tak punctual.. which dragged program tu.. Sebenarnya Senah tak kisah pun.. (kau lambat,, kau yang tersangkut lama dalam program tu.....) BUT THE THING IS PROGRAM TU MELIBATKAN SENAH JUGA.. JADI,,, SENAH PUN KISAH SANGAT.. Senah ni,.. tak boleh negotiate dengan orang yang lambat ni... 20 minit okey lagi.. Senah masih sabar.. Tapi bila dah sampai sejam suku.. Senah menjadi Hulk.. HUHUHU

hmm ni point pertama,, dalam hidup bermasyarakat ni gais.. kita ni kena belajar hormati masa.

 

MasyaaAllah.

by time !

buka balik surah al asr ni...

Allah dah Highlighted dalam Quran sayang sayang sayang..

penting sangat masatu sampai tercatat dalam Quran..

so ? dah boleh sentap diri. haha.. yelah. kekadang kita ni tak perfect.. tak punctual.. wehhh tapi sampai berjam jam tu apa hal?? Allah S.W.T bagi kita 24 hours per person per day.. takda lebih takda kurang... kalau tahu kita ni susah untuk punctual.. didik la diri kita,.

buat time table.. ( DAN PATUH)

buat alarmsssss..

etc. usaha.. nasib kita takkan berubah nak.. ubah sendiri..

bila kita tak punctual.. automatically kita akan menyusahkan orang lain juga.. seriously,, percayalah bahawa bila kita memudahkan urusan orang lain,, insyaaAllah,, Allah tu akan memudahkan urusan kita... baik dunia.. baik akhirat.. Allah kan Maha Penyayang terhadap hambaNya.

proven kan ??

so harap sangat... sapa yang baca ni,,, boleh tersentap.. dan berubah.. tak yah la sentap sangat.. cuma nya terasa la.. yang orang sekeliling awak memang susah sangat when you decided to dragged their time...

masa yang berlalu takkan kembali awak...kalau tak ganggu orang lain.. okeyla.. (tu pun sebenarnya tak boleh.. no procrastinating.. tapi hok tak leh ni la hok sodap do buet..)

okey.. ayuhlah

kita berubah

jom qailullah lu..

gerak dulu... pa pe roger.

wallahu'alam.. assalamualaikum.. tak jawab berdosa.. jawab terima kasih doakan saya.. (muahehehe)

MUET SPEAKING TEST

Bismillah Alhamdulillah

assalamualaikum para jihad seluruh dunia 

(bajet gila,balik balik hang saja yang baca blog hang sendiri, wahai sal sedarlah itu)

kenapa jihad-ian ? 

yela, orang yang menuntut ilmu tu kan ibarat jihad, tinggalkan kampung halaman, kurangkan tidur demi sesuap ilmu, pergi kelas hari hari . semua ni jihad tau kalau kita belajar lillah.

belajar ilmu "tips untuk muet" ni pun kira jihad juga insyaaAllah. tapi yang penting setkan.. lillahi ta'ala :)

okey point first nak tulis tips muet ni,,, bukanla sebab aku ni dah terer sampai tak da tandingkan, - band infinity etc. Cuma, nak share sikit experience. so kalau sesapa terbaca blog ni (IF ANY) jangan lah segan segan untuk dropkan comment dibawah. cerita lah sikit experiences. 

ilmu ni ibarat air, air mengalir dari tempat tinggi ke rendah , jadi sekiranya nak menuntut ilmu, merendah hatilah kalian, supaya keberkatan nya tiba. orang yang berilmu pun kena share ilmu tak boleh kedekut, kerana air yang bertakung akan menghakiskan takungannya, air yang mengalir itu kelihatan lebih cantik... insyaaAllah.

takat mana mampu nohh

"Allahumma zidna 'ilma, warzuqna fahama "

so 

kalau nak ikutkan muet speaking ni, spontan. maknanyakita tak tahu pun soalan soalan dia.

tapi recommended untuk beli buku muet (latihan la) sebab dalam tu ada banyak manfaat insyaaallah berguna sangat kalau kita yang english patut dilap segilap gilapnya,

jangan kedekut nak spend duit tu,,, nanti boleh jual balik la.. no worries. bagi yang kuraang duit poket.. share share la ye.. dak pun p library.. senang kan.. google pun boleh.. cari la blog macam blog I ni. HEHE

okey pertama sekali, cari la member member, buat group discussion dalam 4 orang. Make sure depa ni semua bertekad la nak ben ten . band 4 above okey ?

tapi, dalam muet speaking tu nanti,diorang dah tetapkan dah members kita tu sapa. so be easy going person ok. jangan nak kerek. nanti susah nak communicate.. 

lepas tu practice la. 

:D

pick satu topik ..eg : what is the best activity that we can do during the leisure time?

denote A, B, C, D as the members in your group

selalunya mainpoint diorang bagi. cuma kita perlu elaborate ...

A: travelling

B:spend time with family

C: spend time with friends

D:self rewards

pastu dia akan bagi less than 10 minutes ( i don't really remember the exact time given )

dia akan suruh, candidate A, explain your answer..

mestilah dengan yakin ye menjawab. try to persuade them to choose your point.

tapi, kena ada intro dulu

Assalamualaikum and good morning/afternoon /etc. I strongly suggest that travelling is the best activity to do during our leisure time because..........(masa ni la nak merepek punggg.. tapi kena ingat dia ada duration dia.. jangan over sangat naaa.. ring the bell)

tips: kena nampak very confident dan berjaya persuade people. bukan memaksa okey :)

okey antara point point yang bersesuaian la kan.. I'm sure, insyaaAllah korang lagi banyak idea.. jiddan jiddann.

travel:

-chances to visit new places

-new knowledge and experiences

-memories

-bonding time with love one

-stress free

spend time with family

-exchange stories

-strengthen bond

-blood is thicker than water

-family is all you gave when nobody is there

spend time with friends

-know more about them

-true friends

-leisure

self rewards

-examples: shopping

-painkillers

-treat ourselves after a hectic life.

P/S: semua point ni bolehhhh je nak guna dekat point lain.. tapi kena pandai goreng la..

next session. dia akan suruh korang berempat untuk discuss. the best activity among these four..

1. make sure jangan bergaduh "wehhh aku punya point elok kot..etc"

2. kena confident (tapi tangan tak perlu nak gawang sana sini.. tak boleh flip pen,.. hair betulkan tudung kaa wtver)

3. politely rejecting others' opinion.(memandangkan semua opinion tak da yang salah.. so kenalah 

eg: yes A, im agreed with you but up to a certain extent i believed that .....

eg: Im afraid that i disagree 

tengok buku ye..

bagi ada mini conclusion bagi kemas and nampak berpendirian.

eg: after we had done our discussion, we are all united that ....... based on........thats all i can conclude, thank you for having all eyes on me..

selalunya conclusion akan dibuat oleh A or Bor C or D salah sorang contoh korang setuju travelling.. maka A akan conclude.. jangan gaduh plak..

add on tips:

1. body language penting.. senyum .. jangan terketaq ketaq,.. dok main pen .. etc

2. remember, they are human.. ton suara tu penting.. and muka tu.. jangan plak over react..

3. avoid baju yang ermmm.. formal la oke?

4. alert bell.. jang overdose sangat.

5. tulis note atas kertas yang DIA sediakan..

6.tulis banyak banyak..takut tersama

7. avoid aaaa.. mmmmm.. hmmmm etc

8. avoid bahasa pasar

9. eye contact ..(tips: tengok belakang pemeriksa.. tembus kepala dia.. ahahha) tengok juga group mate.. tapi kalau groupmate hensem or lawa.,. jaga sikit ehh mata tu.. boleh jadi groupmate awak tu bakal zauj saya. hmm k..

okey.. moga bermanfaat

wassalamualaikum .goodnight and all the best you and yo

PARALLEL LINE

assalamualaikum, bismillah

hi geng.

I tak ada mood la haha. tapi still nak type something here.

tengok parallel line ni baik baik.

look at those similarities which agak banyak 

ni la cerita dia, in this life you'll meet various people , let say you're liking them, hating them. mostly, all this people will come across la, dan kekadang tak perasan yang dia tu actually your soulmate ..

okey lets say lah , you have failed . FAILED . in your previous relationship, its not the end of the world k. (although we thought it is !) that is because our own irrational mind. okay?

so you must be so worry and insecure and scared and wtvr . decided not to repeat the same mistake. yeah no more same hole. no same person . no. just no because you're hating them for dumping you (kuang hasam) 

as you go on with your new life, new style and lot of new things you do, trying to change your previous life,you meet someone you find he or she is just sooooo clicked with you..

yeah . just like those parallel line, perhaps you guys got more common circle. share stories or main tarik tali pulak (like you girl mesti terdetik macam ni -" kalau suka then bring me to your parent" nehhh just kidding)

tapi sometime it just don't work like that. kalau la cinta tu mudah begitu, mestilah Zulaikha yang cantik jelita begitu mudah dapatkan Yusuf a.s

kalau cinta itu mudah , takkan wujud Taj Mahal untuk buktikan cinta dia.

kalau cinta itu mudah, takkan ada kes suicide ( NOT RECOMMENDED, YOU'RE VALUABLE DON'T BE SUCH AN IDI*T) by romeo and Juliet

kalau cinta itu mudah takkan Saidatina Khatijah korbankan harta bagi membantu suami dan umat Islam.

okey, Let us ponder. walaupun cinta kita just setakat crush saja, maka wajarlah Allah removed him or  her from your life okay?

kalau kau suka sangat. ye la. jiwa yang terlalu banyak oxytoxin ni, maka berdoala agar dia dapat menjadi apa yang kau inginkan.

sebenarnya aku nak merepek tadi.. tapi bila dah taip entry by the God name ni, haaaa berdosa plak kalau terlalu merepek sehingga memberikan pegaruh negative sesangat ni.. haaaaa

p/s yo sorry la

wassalamualaikum.

English For Academic Writing (search engine)

Assalamualaikum and Bismillah

hye guys basically I should be doing something beneficial right now since I got loaded of works to do.

however, my brain decided to do blogging because if I refused to do it, it will keep haunting me.

okey people , look at my title again .. Again ok.. Do you know what EAW is ? hahaha..

I takdala banyak sangat idea but its just a paper work.. haha.. well yang memerlukan kita baca berhelai helai journal . sampai tido .

sebenarnya I dah tak ada point nak tulis sebab tetiba rasa lapar....ZzZzZ

okey memandangkan paperwork ni wajib for semua orang. wajib untuk melepasi asasi di uia ini . jadi I pun amek la kan.. dah wajib ,..kalau tak.. hehehe 

EAW kali ni ( ada banyak kali ke -.-") I decided nak ambil topik plastic surgery .. lebih tepat cosmetic surgery la..

Hmm.. actually.. tak faham sangat kenapa aku nak pilih topik ni.. well it just popped up in my mind ...

then bermulalah sesi mencari sources yang boleh buat tidur malam ku tak lena. bukan apa, to ensure the validity... yelah.. mana boleh amek sumber dari blog (macam aku ni) buat nya penulis tu emo (cam aku) kan fakta yang ditulis tu akan jadi bias .:P

so, ada la a few search engine yang I nak list down. just in case you ni newbie kat dunia alam maya yang fana ni 

1. core open access
2. www.oxfordjournal.com
3. foreignnews
4. scholarly open access
5. jurn
6. google scholar
7. blis2.Germans.com
8. www.lexisnexis.com
9. www.clinicalkey.com

so ni lah tips tips yang madam June bagi kat students dia ni.. hehe.. so kalau nak cari journal or anything la yang related to academic research.. search engine ni recommended la..

tak yah nak stress sampai nak suicide bagai.. haha (okey tak lawak) . 

so I tak tahu la kan benda ni nak valid sampai bila sebabnya bukan I yang create search engine tu.. hehe.. so cepat bertindak ye. 

adios amigos. Assalamualaikum ...:)

STRAY CATS

bismillah, Alhamdulillah

hi guys assalamualaikum.. jawab laaa,, tahu la awak bukan peminat saya pun .. 

wajib ye.. hehe.

okey

ramai sekarang ni kita tengok orang suka kucing, hmm haiwan kesayangan Rasulullah S.A.W.

akan tetapi *wow ayat* kita rasa jijik tengok kucing kurap...kucing sesema...kucing bertaik mata..jijik dengan semua tu sampai kais pakai KAKI JE-.- tak pun ayaq hangat ! woi sapa la binatang kat sini. MasyaaAllah sistur naik angin ... tak pasai je darah tinggi satlagi.. nauzubillahiminzalik..

hehe.

aku ni, tak da la minat kucing secara fanatik yang sanggup beli kucing baka GERGASI dengan harga SEJUTA. hahaha*adake?*  

aku minat gitu gitu je, bagi aku...kalau kat rumah tak ada kucing... dia macam tak berseri.. hehe..kalau nak buka kisah kucing ni.. panjang story dia..

so I try make it short and simple and edible *eh nak cakap yang boleh diHADAM...understandable :) *takut ada cikgu BI datang sini, kang kena tembak dengan senapang plak*

aku ni memang berhajat sangat nak bela kucing warna kelabu.. one day.. Allah temukan aku dengan sekor lembaga kelabu atas jalan/... wehh.. nyaris nak jadi kuih tart.. syukur mata dia metalit lit.. so aku pun niat dalam hati... wuish.. gebu gebas ni... rasa macam nak ceralas je.. tapi memandangkan malam tu hening  dan gelap.. aku ingat kucing yang maybe baka parsi tu... maybe orang punya laa.. so aku tak kidnap dia.. sebab takut tuan dia meroyan kang..tak pasai je aku kena sumpah..

so its okay.. aku letak jelaaa gebu gebas tu tepi jalan.. kang terpenyek plak..

pastu.. esok tu.. selaku pemelihara 7 ekor kucing ni..aku pun buat laaa iklan frieskies (nak panggil diorang balik breakfast) ..tetiba..

wawawah kucing gebu gebas semalam...but this time.. nampak jelas laaa... kurap panau semua cukup.. so aku syak.. dia ni baru lagi kat taman aku.. (orang buang kot) so aku kurung dia dalam cage..acah kuarantin.. takut habis kucing aku yang lain..

so seminggu jugak la aku mandikan dia...guna lifebuoy (which is aku rasa tak sesuai) tapi aku ingat boleh matikan kuman.. aku tarik kudis kudis dia.. berus bulu dia bagi. sampai boleh peluk laaa sekarang..

alhamdulillah.. aku pos entry pasal dia kat insta.. (bagus juga social media ni ) so aku dapat la satu tips hilangkan kurap,... 

GUNA MINYAK MASAK BEKAS GORENG IKAN!

senang kan? sapu je kat badan dia.. pastu cuci la.. tapi susah sikit la sebab oily kan.. macam muka kita la.. hehe..

lepastu babe.. bulu dia.. kalah rambut iklan rejoice.. hehe..

selsema dia.. hilang sebab bagi makan ayaq nyok (air kelapa ok ) bagi pakai syringe la.. takkan straw.. hmmm loqlaq naa.. oke

semoga tips ni diguna pakai..bukan apa..nak tunjuk yang actually stray cat ni cantik juga kalau kita bela elok elok.. when you touch it with a little love, it will be perfect :) 

lepas ni takyah nak sepak sepak sangat kucing kurap.. ingat.. depa pun makluk Allah juga.. and dont forget to share some rezki with those needy.

but make sure yang kita jaga kebersihan.. like pakai glove.. wash hand after touching touching hehe.

okey lovelies..

*gambar contoh *

assalamualaikum